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hi [7.13.06 - 5.43pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Fan Noises? ] I figure I might as well update...I have nothing better to do. Funny story, I had a really really REALLY fucked up dream today, so f'd up that I am not telling the details, just keep in mind that involves being sinful with someone I've known forever, but never in person. Wow that really opens up the possibilities doesn't it? Funny part is that RIGHT after I woke up I got online while I still remembered 90% of the details and was like "DUDE THERE'S SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU!" So, she knows who she is. Fun stuff. Other than that, I really have nothing to contribute... Work is going okay, there's this guy named Mike that I have to work with(he's actually my trainer) who's kind of a douche bag. He admits he's hard to get along with, and he's not lying. He has a SUPER gratey personality, everything you do annoys him. It doesn't help that he's one of those recently been "saved" people, and within the past year has basically memorized the bible and has become very very very fundamental. Everytime you say anything he'll go "well in the bible it says.." then have fun with it. See, I'm not against christianity in no ways, and I know talking about this makes me come down as a hater, but the only thing I hate about Christianity is how, as with most other religions, you need to do everything you can to try and convert everyone else. And the crazy "Born-Agains" are the worst of 'em all. The super fundamentalists that think that everything in the bible is purely literal. Nothing is metaphor or imbellished, happened exactly the way the good book written by people that thought the sun was magical, and the earth was flat says. I'm sorry but to me if you can pass off everything everyone else has ever believed as far as faith goes in the history of the world, how do you know you're the one that's got it right? I don't really think there is a way to know for sure, no matter how much faith you can put into it. Whoopsy, caught myself on a rant..sorry for that. That guy's just bugged the heck outta me for awhile, and I needed to bitch about it. =[ So I guess I did have more to contribute than I thought. Not that anyone reads this bitch anymore, but you know. Have fun kids.

Wow, He's Alive? [6.29.06 - 5.22pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | American Pie! ] Mwahaha, I'm basically updating just because it's been a THOUSAND years? I wonder how many of you still actually have me on your friends lists..hmm..guess we'll find out 'eh? =P Not a whole heck of a lot has happened with me since whenever..actually, that's a lie. I've moved out of my dad's house, currently living in an Apt in Traverse City, which is fun. Finally got a new job, instead of that damn BK, where I was, GASP, a manager. I'm now a pee on doing heat treatment of steel, which is kinda cool actually. If you want an idea of what that is go here. I love me some Wikipedia man. I work Third Shift which is kind of crappy, but it works. The worst thing is having to sleep all day while everyone's up and moving around. But t'is the price I pay. Anyway other than that, I don't really have many new things a goin'. MAYBE I'll actually try and maintain this LJ again, I guess we'll just have to see? Anyway, yeah, later chillin's.

I didn't die yet! =P [4.29.04 - 1.26pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | absolutely nothing..the sounds of silence ] holy HELL it's been forever since I've written in here. A few things. I'm sure you all read Nicki's LJ, and yes we have "taken a break" we'd still be together, but know that it's not working out right now, not unless we can be together in person, because the internet relationship thing just isn't cutting it. If we could be closer, then it'd be all right, but that's not happening, so yeah. Also, Earl got a tattoo..of sonic the hedgehog. Now for forever I've been saying that if I EVER got a tattoo, the only thing I could see myself with would be sonic the hedgehog, so I went out and did it, and she did a freakin' awesome job on it, I'm very pleased. I took two others, but neither were as close up as that one, so there ya go. It was a lady that did it, she didn't seem too old though. She dressed kind of "goth/punk" and seemed into S&M. Actually, she's lesbian, been with this one chick for like 9 years, or some other high number..and her significant other actually makes bondage. Gets the leather, cuts it and makes shit with it. Kinda cool if you're into that stuff, eh? =P But yeah, the tattoo didn't really hurt that much either, except when she got closer to the top, and there was a part when she had to go over a part she already did because she didn't get the shading just right. She was all "hold on, you're gonna hate me for this, but I need to do it" Which made Earl cringe, but that's how that goes. As far as other things, I'm still alive..my best friend scott recently got back from the marines bootcamp, so I've been trying to hang out with him as much as possible before he gets sent back to Cali for more training. ohhhh and speaking of the military, Mandy actually wrote me, that was cool. >=P but anyway, yes, I shall go now, later guys. =P

fuuuuck [2.3.04 - 3.43pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | brother playing GTA:VC on XBox ] welp, anyone wanna donate to the "Help Earl get a new car" fund? Because I just totalled mine. =] That was like the scariest thing EVER dude..But what was cool was that the lady I hit was SOOO cool about it..heh. What happened was I ran a red light in downtown traverse city..there's more to it than that, but that's basically what it boils down to. Anyway, yeah..so that's what happened, and that sucks balls dude..I just got my license like 2 freakin' weeks ago, and I'm already f'd..no car for Earl now unless we can get a new radiator and ghetto rig it so the right lights actually work..but for real, The chick that I crashed with was like, 24, 25 I think? And she was like abnormally cool about it, she didn't even act pissed..my parents didn't even really bitch about it either...my dad was just like "welp, now you're fucked" more or less, but that's it..God, that was scary man..She hit me on the front right side, which sucked..I went up onto a sidewalk and smacked into a like, brick structure? Like..a place where they usually plant flowers and stuff..when that happened I was just all "FUCK I HIT SOMEONE ELSE" *shakes head* Sorry, I'm just ranting..but god that's scary.

Dubya Strikes again [11.26.03 - 9.17pm] I never update this, so yeah. I just had no one to bitch about this too, so I figured I'd post it.. =P Click here! Our president..is retarded..he just signed a bill to set $400 million towards more military research and stuff..and most of it's going into small nuclear bombs that'll have more power in them than the ones we dropped back in Japan, and they'll be used for regular combat situations. Hmm..make sense? And he's just all "THESE PEOPLE ARE OUT TO HURT MANY AT A TIME, AND NOW THEIR ENEMY IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA" I'm sorry..but this guy is a dumb fuck..with him we're gonna be fighting "these people" till the f'in cows come home. We've layed down the smack way MORE than we should have in the first place, and he's STILL trying to fight them...I will be amazed if he gets reelected. It's been said a billion times, but we need to be pouring this money into our own damn country, not some fucking country that hates us. Or preparing for a war that WE've been in the process of starting... *grumble*

dude this is fucked up.. [11.14.03 - 10.58am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Aerosmith - Amazing ] Click here For some screwed up stuff. That's just really really weird man. On another note, I just went to the bank cause I wanted to look into getting a checking account/debit card, and I can't because I was a slacker and I lack a driver's license. =[ SO I have to wait like another month and a half untill I can get one, son of a beeech.

[11.2.03 - 8.44pm] I'm trying to get all my Livejournal friends' locations plotted on a map - please add your location starting with this form. Username: (Then get your friends to!)

... [10.31.03 - 10.53pm] I love Nicki.

Hey cracker. [10.31.03 - 5.57pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | None. Pretty soon my door will be knocked upon. ] So today was a dress up day at BK right? Wellll, I used boxes, an assload of tape, and some other random things to be a giant cracker. Yes, I was a cracker.. =[ God, I hope some people get the Joke. =P Not many people did, so when they called me a Cracker I told them I didn't appreciate racial slurs. =[ Yes, I'm a retard. Anyway, yeah. It was either that, or get a white garbage bag, cut holes for my limbs, get inside and put paper in it, and be white trash. But I figured I'd piss more people off if I went as white trash. =P Sooo yeah. That andif I did that I'd have to go out and buy the trash bags, so nah, I was set. What was cool is that they were having a contest for who gets the best costume, and they were doing day shift and night shift, and I won the day shift one. =P I won a $25 gift certificate to the Mall. =P Everyone thought my costume was creative. =P I even cut a little cardboard square and put it on my hat. =P I used little pieces of paper for salt. =P It was cumbersome as crap though, and hard to do any work with, so I had to take it off when it got busy, or end up killing myself. SOoooo, that was cool. Otherwise, work sucked. I went down to the college today to apply, and I gotta get my FAFSA sent there so I can get financial aid, hopefully. And I was trying to figure out how the shit I get to get it sent there, cause I filled it out online and stuff. I think I did it right, just changed the school and resubmitted it, but I e-mailed them and asked, so hopefully I'll get a response. We'll see. Anyway yeah. So hopefully I'll find out soon about financial aid. =P I'll figure i tout one way or another though. So that was my day..interesting? Not really. =P Now I'm sitting here waiting on trick or treaters. Oooo that reminds me. There are these two really religious ladies at BK, well, one in particular. They were talking about how halloween is "one of those holidays you can really do without" And I was just like "hmmm..mk" And then the one really religious one, named Marcia, who I can't stand, was saying that "well if they can't have religion in school how can they have that?!" It's like "uh...retard..kids in school all have christmas parties, or easter parties, or whatever." Ya know? That and most schools don't have a "Halloween Party" They mask it with "Harvest" or something, and don't even really focus on the Halloween part. Just..people that are like that annoy me..heh. I have no problem with religion, christianity, etc. I just don't like people who think if you aren't perfect christians you're completely screwed. And Marcia LOVES to push her beliefs in people's faces, and that's something I can't stand. Like during Easter, this other manager was decorating the Dining room with easter eggs and stuff and she turned to me and was whining because we should decorate what Easter is really about..and I'm just like "uh..if we did that, it'd end up offending someone" "Welllll, those are the kind of people that offend me!" Uh, well okay dumb shit, but do you think the owner really wants people to think they're walking into a church every time they go out to eat greasy death? Then one time she had some dude from her church go around the BK parking lot trying to hand out flyers to people about going to church. asdjflaskj just someone doing that annoys me...and she doesn't understand, that at work, we don't need to get into a theology discussion. She even tried to preach to Andrew, this guy who was probably one of the most religious people at that damn place. Anyway, sorry..back to my first rant... Everyone just knowwwwsss Halloween is all about satan or some crap, and that's not even it. It started as a Celtic ritual, and didn't even involve the devil, or worshipping him/it. Sorry, this is just a rant, but damn. =P That and Halloween isn't about any religion at all anymore, it's just a capitalist's wet dream, so it shouldn't even be worried about. The second lady, Rose, who was talking to Marcia didn't dress up today, but she wrote something like "I'm a sinner, saved by Grace....Thank you Jesus" on this piece of paper and pinned it to her back. That just annoyed me, heh. I dunno why, I just thought it was a measly attempt at a protest, and that just, annoyed me. =P But okay, I think I'm done whining.

Rod Roddy is Dead =[ [10.27.03 - 11.44pm] Click Hear Sad =\

well, I'm home...kinda.. [10.19.03 - 5.49pm] it doesn't even feel like home man...it just FEELS like so many things have changed, when really they haven't...my dogs look freakin' huge dude, but I guess that's just because I've been around nothing but tiny dogs for the past 3 months.. =P I think my dalmation did get fatter though.. It's just...sad being here...I wish I was still there...I thought it the whole time I was leaving...it's like this place isn't my home any more...it's sad man.. heh =\ I'll post more details about my flight(s) later..

GASP AN UPDATE! I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD! [10.9.03 - 7.42pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | TV-something random on CNN ] hoooly freakin' shit, I'm updating. No, I didn't die. And scarily enough, I bet this might actually make Nicki happy.. =P What's odd is that I'm not sure what to write. Well first of all, I'm still in VA. The VT thing didn't work out because tuition fo my lowly out of state ass is damn expensive. In a week and a half I'm gonna go home, to try and attend the community college in TC, NMC(Northwestern Michigan College). Gonna get some foreign language out of the way, take a bunch of other crap classes, and go to UofM eventually I think. Still for engineering though. My brain is turning to mush here, since I'm not doing any hard math.. =[ I'm too used to exercising my brain, and yes I understand that is pretty damn pathetic. As far as here goes, everyone has accepted me pretty well. I'm in love with some of the soap opera that goes on..being around Nicki and her best friends, I get to hear the latest about so and so doing this, etc, etc. It's fun! Nicki's family's really cool too, well most of 'em.. =P The others are drug addicts, so I'm not worried about them(Just her aunt and uncles). Her whole family seems to have accepted me though, and that makes me happy. Her grandparents and mom pretty much treat me like family, so at least no one hates me here, yet. Nicki's pretty torn about me leaving...and it really does suck some balls..=\ It's kinda crappy living with her this long, then having to take off and go back to the way things used to be, with barely any contact. And I'm not sure when I'll be able to come back. She kinda wants to come see Michigan during the winter(Death wish?), so that might work out. It's kind of doubtful though because she's got her car payment and school now, so yeah. =\ Luckily, when I go back I still got BK wanting me to work there..so I don't have to lounge around waiting for a job. =P Speaking of lounging around, that's what I've done here for the most part..and I really don't like it, because I feel like a freeloader! =\ Like I get to stay here and get fed but I don't really do much for it, and that makes me feel bad, ya know? Anyway...I really have no idea what to say..sorry if this post has no direction or whatever..it's been awhile, I'm a little unpracticed I guess. Anyway, I'll shut up now, talk to you guys later. =P

[6.15.03 - 11.02pm] [ mood | bored ] I tried doing the 20 friends thing, but only got 7, =[ So yeah..you 7, try and guess yourself? =P 1) Even though I feel I bug you most of the time with my random IMs, you've always been a good friend to me from way back in the day 2) Wow, we haven't talked in a long time, but I still remember our awesome times from back in our boy band, that also had chicks in it. =P 3) Heyyy buddy, we haven't talked seriously in a long time, but when did we ever talk seriously? You're probably the furthest of all my friends, but you still r0xx0rz. 4) Hello Ms. Hyperactive, yes you. You're aweome, being as sporadic as you are. =P 5) Heyyy you, well I can't say much without giving this one away, so yeah...fuck it, I'll give it away..I love you. =P 6) Hey buddy, you are one of the coolest people I know, even though we've only seen each other in person twice? You are one of those few hard to find people, and you get my approval. =P 7) Hey, you used to be the hook up for me, especially when it came to pirated dreamcast games..try to guess who you are? =P there ya go =P

[6.10.03 - 1.51pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Audioslave - Like a stone ] I am updating, fo rthe first time in like a month maybe? =P anyway, I am now a high school graduate. yayyy me! =P I dunno what all to say except I spent 13 years of my life wanting to get outta school, now I'm gonna spend the rest of it wishing I could go back. =P Out of all the people in my class there's only like one person I talked to that looked at it realistically like me..knowing that a lot of things will change, and we'll actually have to depend on ourselves for once. =P Only a little more than a month till I move down to Nicki's house, and I'm still freakin' out..but yeah.. =P My life is gonna change a lot dude..it's so scary, but I think I'll pull it off..My science teacher was all telling me that he didn't wanna see me again till I had my engineering degree. =P He's a really cool guy..it might sound mean that he said that or something..but he really wants the best for me..like, all my teachers this year have seen my real potential, and I feel like they all are really pulling for me..I know I sound like a complete teacher's pet or whatever..but I really started liking my teachers..cause I got to know them on a more personal level I guess? and not THAT WAY YOU SICKO. =[ But I'm really gonna miss the people and things here..but the things I have waiting for me there'll be awesome too, like Nicki? =P Anyway, this is enough babbling.. =P I'll update later maybe? =P see ya guys

everyone else is doin' it [5.7.03 - 10.08pm] Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... Category Your Score Average Self-Lovin' 56.7% Explored the pleasures of the flesh 61% Shamelessness 73.8% It takes a couple of drinks 76.4% Sex Drive 86.8% The Pope is envious 74.5% Straightness 23.2% Knows the other body type like a map 39.8% Gayness 100% 78.8% Fucking Sick 100% 87.6% You are 73.4% pure Average Score: 69.1% Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up!

[4.27.03 - 10.44pm] [ mood | okay ] JEeeez man, Calculus is the devil...I just spent a buttload of time on my calc AP practice test..and it's just..grrr man. =P But yeah..I take the AP test onnn May 8th, and Nickiii comes here in FOUR days! =] I'm mainly updating because she asked me to..but you know. =P Herrrr lucky self is at a cold concert...which is NO fair. =[ But yeah... Prom looks to be pretty neat.. =P It'll be fun, we'll be all sezified in our clothes, yay? =P I can't wait man..and people are looking foreward to meeting her...which makes her scared..she doesn't wanna be a disappointment to 'em..but I knowwww she won't beee. =P And I've already had friends go "if anyone hates on her, I'll lay the smackdown" sooo yeah, she's safe. I'm dragging her to school on friday..and she's sooo scared..but I know she's lookin' foreward to it. =P I lovvve herrrr.. =P I dunno what to type guys..my house is so fucking bare..my stepmom, for all of you that don't know, has left, and taken a lot of our furniture with her. =P Doesn't bother me except for the fact that it's so empty it echoes in here.. =P We put some more rugs in though, so it's not assssss echo-ie, but yeah. =P I'm afraid Nicki's mom's gonna seee my house and think "god, what kind of people could live here" =\ Buutt yeah..god, I'm so babbly in this thing.. buuttt yeah... =P Nickiiii, 4 more days! =P

[4.3.03 - 10.21pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | some movie theme song on TV ] Heyyy everyone =P This update is pretty much just to tell about my anniversary with Nickii. =P 1 yr and 11 months..one month from our 2 yrs. wow =P Kewliez eh? Yes, I just typed out kewlies..ah crap..=[ There was an article in USA today about how kids are starting to use internet lingo in real life, and parents and teachers, etc. are getting kinda, frustrated? =P Yeah..some o fthe lingo annoys me anyway..like it takes half a second to type out real words, like know, instead of no, or please instead of plz, or the all famous 2, instead of to or too..*grumbles* I mean, c'mon man..it's crazy how retarded people are on the net. Yes, some people suck at typing, but typing 3 more letters isn't gonna kill you. But yeah..the way some people talk on the net annoys the crap outta me..like the typing out baby talk..that's kind of frustrating once in awhile..I'll never get over the "ish" and "yesh" crap..Is it cute to write like a moron? and the phonetic spelling is kind of lame too. "kewl" being one of the more famous ones. Sorry, stupid rant..something I usually do..blah.. =P Everything else in life is goin' smoothly, Nicki's headed up here in a little less than a month..got plans to do stuff with some friends, my mommy wants to hang out with her too, sooo yay! =P Go out to dinner or something. Her mom's comin' too. I like her mom a lot, she's awesome. =P See, I'm the lucky boyfriend, I got the girlfriend with the cool mom. =P But yeah..Agaaaiinn..Happy Anniversary my love. =] *kiss* =P

[3.14.03 - 3.38pm] [ mood | okay ] heyy guys, I know I never update this, but yeah..I know I don't know many of you, especially personally, but I have some grad announcements, and I might have some extras..soo..whoever might want a grad invite from yours truly, leave a comment, e-mail me at tombraider_freak@hotmail.com or IM me at HotTopicReject on AIM with your name and address =P thank you..that is all >=P alllsooo, I'll write a little letter probably, so yeah, woohoo.. now for an actual update..*gasp* nothing too much is happening, I only have like 2 months left of school..isn't that crazy?! =P *shakes head* I dunno man, it's nuts..I really wish I had more to write in this thing, but I never do, which is why I never update, which is proobbably why I bet half of the people don't even have me on their buddy lists anymore >=P but yeah..still with Nicki, of course, and everything's goin' good there...I'm hoping to move down early July..yayyy =D enough of me trying to think of things to write though...later guys =P

grrr [1.31.03 - 4.29pm] [ mood | pissed off ] My stepmom, or better put, stepmonster..is so stupid, and bitchy, and evil..My brother, when we got home, asked if he could get on AFTER Nicki got offline, right? and I said okay..then when Nicki had 20 minutes before she was gonna leave "GET OFF THE COMPUTER SO JAKE CAN GET ONNN!!!!" "He said AFTER she left.." and then jake's all like "I don't care, he can stay on" "YOU GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OFF THE COMPUTER NOWW!! DON'T BACKTALK ME!" *shakes head* sooo stupid..then she's like "I just wanted to give you an opportunity to be online...evill..>=[

KOC [1.28.03 - 11.21pm] cliiick me please?! =[ I sunk to Geno and Jen's levels. =\

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